Queen's Korner

The Morning After I could not believe the night I had. As I sat on my suite balcony and watched the sunrise, Kwesi and Claude laid in my bed still knocked out sleep. When I tell you that was a night to remember, believe me, it was. There was a repetitive soft knock at the door. I gathered myself as I dragged my body to the door.  I spoke reluctantly, "Who is it?" A strong sensual feminine voice responded. "Hi, my name is Layla. I'm your suite neighbor. I was wondering if your hot water is working?" Before I answered, I opened the door a little to get a peek at my neighbor. It was the same thick woman from the bar last night; dressed in a beautiful two-toned bathing suit and slides. I greeted her with a smile. "Hi, hun! I'm Miko, pleasure to meet you. I don't know if the water is hot or not. I haven't had a chance to check, but you can come in, and I'll see if it will get hot now." I opened the door to let her in. She made her way...

Island Fiyah        Jamaica has been nothin but greatness since I got here. I'm finally getting to happy hour today. I've just been lounging in my room and on the beach the last two days keeping to myself before I go out on the prowl. As I sat at the bar, all I could do was think about Horus, and then this fine female approached the bar for a drink. She was thick in all the right places... I couldn't help but notice her. "Excuse me, Bartender can I get an apple martini please?" Her voice was raspy and sexy. I was anxious to speak to her, but instead, I let the moment pass. All I could do was fantasize. There are times when I want to go after what I want constantly, and then there are moments when I want her or him to come after me. Today was one of those moments. Let's see who is interested in Miko today. "Bob Marley with a twist, Irie?" I heard a robust masculine voice from behind me project to the bartender. The closer he got. I could feel h...

Hello Jamaica I still can't believe Horus and me. Well, we didn't have sex but came close to it. Oh, how I longed to lay my yoni at his altar and be subdued by the mandingo slayer. Horus is a procrastinating charmer, not me. It's crazy because the way he touches me makes me melt. There's so much warmth behind his touch and the energy that goes with it.  I reflected as I sat on the plane, preparing for my exit — another safe landing. Jamaica, here I am. There's no telling what's in store for me here but, I'm determined to make a greater connection than in Aruba. "Welcome to Jamaica, Wah Gwaan?"  The greetings of my driver wooed me into an irie state. I began to feel at home instantly. The scenery was more than I imagined even the ride to my resort estate in Montego Bay was nostalgic. Have you ever experienced a moment where everything is familiar and strange all in the same? All I could do was embrace the eery. When I got to my villa, I was over...

Goodbye Aruba As I sat under the moon for the last time in Aruba, I realized how much anguish and sorrow resided within me still. I'm grateful for the reflection which has come after the detox. My body's cleansed on the inside, and now my soul can begin to declutter. My hopes and desires had brought me here, yet the healing that my soul required was much more than I could fathom. I've always wanted to be free.  Live without restraints, rules, and even consequences at times. I know that sounds ridiculous, but the world system can bog you down quite fiercely if you allow it or never gain control.  In my letting go, I've learned to flow. As I sat, the ocean waves rushed toward me, washing away the residue of my sorrows. I embraced its essence and love. As my body shivered and my mind cleared, I realized what this trip was all about. First I had to allow me to see me truly; in my own eyes and in the eyes of a man who had no ill intent for my being. Horus has shared his ...

Purging- The Journey Continues      The night was young, and Horus and I had spent yet another day together. It was something about him that kept drawing me in. I love the way my soul feels fulfilled after our conversations. He's a man of so much substance. He's not the average guy. He talks with so much knowledge beyond the norm. He has big plans to travel the world too, but his spiritual quests have him prioritizing things in his homeland first. I must admit I thought I'd have more time to myself on this trip. A week has gone by, and I've balanced my time pretty well. It's just I haven't learned how to tell Horus no. I'm grateful that he is respectful though not to take up too much of my time. He's been encouraging me to stay focused and fulfill the quest and purpose of this stretch of my journey. So, what I have learned so far is that I've held on to many issues from my childhood and teenage years that created a block within me. This block do...

The Journey continues...ARUBA                As the wind blows across my body, I can feel it caress my face. My attention's drawn to the waves before me. The sound of the ocean soothes my soul. The sand in between my toes feels serene and quite therapeutic. I've finally made it to ARUBA. My first trip out of the country alone, and it feels great. I've never allowed myself to be so free. There's nothing like fulfilling a quest that you've desired for so long. As the sun beams down on me, I can feel the warmth of love embracing me. I close my eyes and relax. There's nothing that can take away from this very moment. "Peace Queen, excuse me." I heard a voice speak to me. At first, I thought I was dreaming. I opened my eyes to find a young man standing before me.  'Hello, how are you?' He seemed enthused by my response. "I saw you from a distance and was drawn to you. I just wanted to know if I could join you and have a conver...

Miko Lawrence - Journeying             I have never been one to only want to be with one man. I mean who does, honestly? It's not natural. As long as I can remember, my interest in relationships with human beings has encompassed the idea of multiple partners. When I was a young adult in my 20's, I had a suitor for almost every day of the week. Each one served his purpose. Now that I've grown into myself and become more secure in my being and my sexuality, I realize that it's highly unnatural to be monogamous. It is an idea that has been taught to many and imposed upon us by the world system. Well, today, I no longer embrace the ways of the world. I have decided to live a free life. No more restraints or dictation. Many look at the woman who embraces her ability to love and be loved by more than one being romantically as a sign of whoredom. Darling, I am not a whore! I have tapped into my feminine energy, and I've learned to balance it wit...