Fantasy

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There are those moments when you find your self in a pickle
A mishap, a shamble it seems.. I've been there one too many times
Creating illusion and delusions whereas I am the object of Attention
And well they are the object. of Affection

There is a pulling and a pushing
A sharing and a taking; the reciprocation at first glance seems surreal
The kinetic chemistry is undeniable;Two souls dancing in the night
Yet my vision seems skewed because I only see what I want to see

Does he really SEE me?
Does he really FEEL me? Or is is all a Game
Hide and Seek, Come and Get It! Once the soul is tickled...
The fantasy begins.. However it can be playful or detrimental

Has this entity come to bring forth Love or wreak Havoc
The unbalanced emotional roller coaster ride offers a birds eye view
Notice the reflection right in front of you... See the lesson and learn it too
No more Fantasy, it was too good to be true, Damn! Another lesson....

Self care, Self love, Self indulging carries on
Back on the grind and tracks of Self Love, Self Worth,  I digress
It is always good while it lasts until the final moment
When you're hoping its only another fluke

Instead you find yourself counting your blessings
Because regardless of the destruction that has come
You have been rebuilt! Better than ever before in shape now
Mentally, physically, and spiritually...

The Fantasy has clearly revealed to you the truth of your Reality!
Live, Laugh, Love, Cry, Forgive, Press On, Grind and Manifest
Greater is on the way and your gratitude is gonna propel it forth

Release, Relax and Let Go of Fantasy the real is ready to Appear...

One Love

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