THE TRIBE

Connections

I was sitting in my room, thinking about all that transpired as I began to write in my journal. The past week has been a gift from the universe. I've gotten to know Kwesi, Layla, and Claude as much as I could within seven days. There were instant connections and an expression of gratitude for them gracing me with the gift of their presence. I was ecstatic to find out that Layla and Kwesi live in my city, Fort Lauderdale. We'll see much more of each other. Layla has a real, quiet spirit, and she's bold. She carries herself with such confidence and wears a crown that no one can remove.
As I've gotten to know her, that's what I appreciate the most. She's so free, intelligent, and sexy. I adore the way she and Kwesi allow themselves to be total without restraints. They've been in their polyamorous relationship for five years. They are seeking a woman to add to their foundation. I told them as much as I am into both of them I don't know if I could get with a closed triad. I want to be able to explore with others and flow into the right combo. Perhaps it will be with them or maybe not. They would have to be ok with me being open to others though, cause I'm not the chick to be only with one man. I have to have at least one more.

They do intrigue me, and I've never met anyone like them, 100% real and raw. Conscious and woke; enlightened and elevated.  No restraints, no judgments, support love, and passion for one another. I like that about them. Who knows maybe I will join them in a triad. First, I gotta finish this quest. I'm finding all the answers I sought for but not in the way that I expected to receive them. I have learned a lot about Kwesi and Layla in this last week alone. They're worth exploring. As I rolled over to finish my journal entry, I could feel my phone vibrating. It was Horus. What a pleasant surprise.

"Hello!"

"Hi, Miko how 's your trip going?" I was surprised Horus had called. "It's going well. I met some new people who I'm going to be keeping in contact with, just like you Horus." Well, not exactly like him. Horus and I weren't getting it on. "That's great Miko. I'm so proud of you. You're an amazing woman. I know you have this quest to fulfill. I want you to know that I'm always here for you and willing to be up for visits when I finish this tour."

Horus and I caught up quickly then I returned to my writing. He said some very profound things. There was no way I could ponder on what he said without some music. So I turned on a soft mediation track and continued to write. I decided to start working on some manifestations that I had in the works and continue my readings to gain continuous insight from my Ancestors. I'm not going to allow any opportunities to pass me by. A full moon is quickly approaching, and that will give me a chance to charge my crystals and reset the focus of my energy on the rest of my trip. I'm determined to continue to descend into the dark as my wild woman ascends. I'll be free in my spirit and embrace her because this sensual sexual side of me is so needed. I can no longer run from my destiny.

There's been so much pain in my life, but this journey is worth more than anything I can ever imagine. I have to keep pushing, no matter what happens. I have to embrace who I am. Self and self-love is the key. I know it may seem like all fun and games but behind the curtain is a mass production of the grand finale. I am the star, and I create my reality. I realize that now more than ever. Horus reminded me of my real purpose. He told me not to get caught up in this lifestyle. He said; instead, I should focus on my inner journey and know that it is purposeful. The woman that I've become is only a silhouette of the path of life I've taken, and the outcome lies ahead.

So, Miko leaves the ego behind; she forgives those who have betrayed her while she sets boundaries for her journey ahead. She realizes that sex magic is not the answer to her problems, but she is! No ritual, spell, or amount of spiritual work can create this life desired. Only she can do that! So here I am at the end of my journal entry rewriting my story. I am grateful for wisdom and knowledge. I am most thankful for the guidance of the ancestors that have come before me.

I will find my Tribe, and when I do, we will change the game of life. We will show society how it's supposed to be. I am no longer afraid. I'm ready. This last week in Jamaica I will visit with local Rastas. Spirit continues to guide me as I journey higher. The wild woman is here, and she's no longer afraid of her reflection in the mirror. The journey continues.....

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